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....... hey, i just wanna give another bad news, (well for me).. i just got another rejection letter from the university.. god.. im really losing a little hope right now.. cause i honestly dont know anymore... what should i do..??! but i won't give up.. although that im gonna have to spent on more year of my miserable life.. im wasting my age, money, energy, hopes.. but i'm not givin' up.. not yet.. so, i would really like to ask anybody, who ever you are, who knows anything about what type of portfolio should i be making to enter the Arts University, here in Germany/ Deutschland... and if maybe any of you are currently studying in

............ i just got another rejection letter from the one in Frankfurt.. god..... it crushed me... i hope i got the other one...... i really hope so... .......

so, something happened today.. and it made me realize something.. so, when i was drawing today, my friend came to my room and look at my woodless graphite pencils.. she was like staring at it.. and then she asked, "wht is that don?" and i answered, "its a pencil".. then she said, "ooo.. but its not normal pencil, isn't it?" ok.. the next conversation its not that important to be mentioned now.. so, its just hit me.. and got me thinking.. what is the real definition of the word "NORMAL"..??? how can we judge things, whether it is normal or not..? from what aspect and from which reasons.. is it just because how we were being raised?